Lately... I 've been feeling so distant from SpongeBob and Sonic.
When I look at everything I have in my sketchbook, I just don't feel anything anymore. And I've been watching alot of live action now and, do I need to give them up? Do I need to forget my childhood? I feel so empty when I look at them or play the games... Like part of me is falling apart at the seams. Lately, my best friend Samantha and I have been fighting. I told her I don't lke her boyfriend and she didn't talk to me for a week. That made me start drawing a lot of sad stuff that I don't usually draw. It made me feel so unlike myself.
Am I changing because of Sam, or am I just getting too old? I feel like I don't even know who SpongeBob or Sonic is anymore. Like I never got into them. I lie awake last night thinking until I fell asleep. And I had a dream where everywhere I looked at them and tried to hug them or say something, they just turned into butterflies and separated. Weird, I know, but it made me think so much more on what happens or happened in my life so far. I mean, bot of these characters are such big chunks of my life and I don't want to let them go but something tells me I have to forget...
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